I have had so much going on lately that I have had the urge to give up on my pastimes, my hobbies, the things I enjoy. I think it is my body’s and mind’s reaction to stress. Sort of a depressive state. I realized tonight that I won’t ever really live in my home again. I am moving on…not necessarily my choice but something I must do. I know I have so much to be thankful for, that I feel guilty feeling so down. I often wonder if people feel the way that I do; like my life is always in some sort of limbo. I mean, does life ever feel comfortable, like there isn’t anything that has to get done?
So much packed into this write Christine. Circumstances dictating change is for sure a cause for depression – situational. Ugh to guilt – isn’t there a switch for that? Let you know if I ever find the darn thing.
It’s the last lines that hit me the hardest. Some of us (those who have lived through trauma) struggle to find peace and comfort. “Limbo” is a good word.
Hugs to you.
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Thanks. It is always some sort of relief to hear that other people can relate to feelings like I have. I found that sharing my feelings makes life less of a lonely place!
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I agree. To know we are not alone. Welcome.
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