I wrote this poem to express my real feelings, not to try to evoke pity. For those who have been through such an awful ordeal, know you are not alone. For those who have been through another tragedy, know you are not alone. Sincerely, Christine
I cried for all the day today
for my son who passed away
I can’t believe that he is gone
I feel just like a useless pawn.
I try to make some sense of this
what ever happened to the bliss
of being a proud mom of two
now I am just mostly blue.
My daughter is my saving grace
each time that I see her face.
I’m thankful that I have her still
She acts just like my happy pill.
No one knows the pain I feel
unless they’ve been through this ordeal
of losing one that was your own
and being left all alone.
©2020 CBialczak Poetry
Stine Writing 
Wow, I’m so sorry for your loss, Christine. Not having had children, I can’t imagine the pain.
LikeLike
There is no pain like it. I lost my husband the year before and although I mourn that loss, this is so very different.
LikeLike
I recalled that you’d been widowed–wow, a double-whammy! My heart aches for you ❤
LikeLike
It sucks but it is life. I would rather deal with mourning than this virus!!
LikeLike
You’re right, I imagine–the virus has shaken up our priorities, hopefully for the better 🙂
LikeLiked by 1 person
I hope so. Stay healthy!
LikeLike
You too!!
LikeLiked by 1 person