From my desk: 11/23/2020

Christine Bialczak, 2020

Today is the day that I married Bob, 24 years ago. He isn’t here to celebrate this anniversary but I know he is with me. I also believe that he sent David for me, to love me and take care of me like he did, since he is gone. A bittersweet memory of such a beautiful day.

On our Anniversary

Separated my suns, moons, and seas
Forever bonded by love and memories
Love will always be in my heart
For our time together

©2020 CBialczak Poetry

I am thankful for what I have been given, then, now, and always….

I cried today

I wrote this poem to express my real feelings, not to try to evoke pity. For those who have been through such an awful ordeal, know you are not alone. For those who have been through another tragedy, know you are not alone. Sincerely, Christine

I cried for all the day today 
for my son who passed away 
I can’t believe that he is gone 
I feel just like a useless pawn.  

I try to make some sense of this 
what ever happened to the bliss 
of being a proud mom of two 
now I am just mostly blue. 

My daughter is my saving grace 
each time that I see her face. 
I’m thankful that I have her still 
She acts just like my happy pill. 

No one knows the pain I feel 
unless they’ve been through this ordeal 
of losing one that was your own 
and being left all alone.  

©2020 CBialczak Poetry