For a guy

I was reading blogs and came across a poem at https://timewarpdotblog.wordpress.com/ and I thought about a poem I wrote back in November. I thought it was for this blog but perhaps it was for Poetry Soup. Anyhow, here it is:

For a guy 

As I sit, I wonder why 

I let my life go for a guy. 

I look at love and do not see 

A man who wants to comfort me. 

I must move on in my own space 

Thinking not of time nor place 

Of meeting with the next man there 

For my relations I don’t care.  

As I sit, I look around 

I wonder where I can be found. 

Hidden here in a secret gloom 

I left him in the hotel room.  

I ran so fast I could not see 

The rain nor fog that followed me. 

So now I’m here in a new, fresh day 

Wishing my love and his could stay.  

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