5. Vicissitudes- noun successive, alternating, or changing phases or conditions, as of life or fortune; ups and downs
6. Benignity- noun a good deed or favor; an instance of kindness
I recall my vicissitudes and how
I left my past-life, so now
I try to breathe the air so clean
And not remember men are mean.
Your benignity is like a beam
of hope, like the glass’s steam
which coats my morning mirror view
to block the sorrow caused by you.
I stand there and I try too much
to remember once your softest touch
I was so smart to leave you be
Retrieving love was not meant for me.