Once I wished I could climb to the top of the highest mountain.
When I got there, I wished I could soar through the clouds like an eagle.
While soaring, I wished I could dive into the ocean and catch a large fish for dinner.
After catching the fish and letting him go, I wished I could swim to a beautiful coral reef to see the clownfish.
Once I saw the clownfish, I wished I could have that beautiful fish at my home.
That wish can’t come true.
I have to leave that clownfish in his own home.
He needs his home to survive.
My house cannot meet his needs.
I wish that I lived on the side of an ocean where I could have an underwater bedroom with a glass window to see the fish swim by.
I wish all of the clownfish could know that they should swim by my window, where they would be safe.
When An Idiot Talks
While At Inconvenient Tracts
When Anyone Interrupts Thinking
Where Assholes Incessantly Thrive
Who Actually Idolizes Temptation
What Am I Theorizing?
As I sit quietly waiting I ponder my reason for being here.
Is it the quiet inside my car? Is it the bustle all around me?
As I sit quietly waiting I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
Should I be tense right now? Should I be sitting well relaxed?
As I sit quietly waiting I turn my gaze toward the side door.
Is that him exiting the building? Is it that time already?
As I sit quietly waiting I feel the quiver through my body.
Is that my nerves that he may see me? Is it anticipation?
As I sit quietly waiting I feel a heat travel through my body.
Is that a flame waiting for kindle to reignite it? Is it shame?
As I sit quietly waiting I realize the bond was broken years ago and I do not want to go back.