Checking to see how I feel
Not sure why I am here
the draw is both curiousity
and something else that
I cannot name
There is anger
jealousy could be there
the sadness and regret
for what I don’t know
I have so much more
I know the truth
Grief has so many stages
those which circle back around
wane and ebb
strengthen and weaken
without so much of as a hint
to remind me
of all I have
of all I lost
of all the I feel
of everything in me.
©2024 CBialczak
Stine Writing 
Beautifully expressed -A heart breaking poem…
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so well expressed, Christine 🤍
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How I feel this Christine.
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This was really good. Sometimes writing out helps you get the names for the feelings and thoughts. I understand all this, like living in dark but trying to find light.
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yes, exactly…June and July are really tough months for me and the feelings are so strong. I’m really trying to use my mind to find ways to explain the way I feel.
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You made my heart feel like it was apart of something Just now
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☺️
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Big hugs Christine! Grief can be so all consuming! Xoxo
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Thanks Carol Anne
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