I have to say that it is pretty low. I don’t really know why. When I look at my accomplishments I should have tons of confidence but emotionally I don’t give myself credit. It is almost like I am afraid to be too confident. I think some of it is the effects of a few people in my life who had a huge impact on me, but in a negative way, making me feel like what I do is not that great at all. The strange thing is that if I were to look at my life from an outsiders point of view I think I would be impressed with all I’ve accomplished. Next question…why do I feel both secure and insecure?